appreciation

"seseorg tidak akn dpt melihat dgn jelas dan tepat apabila
sesuatu objek berada terlalu hampir dengan matanya...
perlu dijauhkn sedikit, barulah segalanya dpt
dilihat dgn jelas dan nyata...."

Sgt tertarik ngn ayat dari posting ieda ni.
Pinjam ayat ni ye ieda.hehe.. =)

Slaluny manusia ni xkan mhargai pe yg de dpan mata die.
Pe yg die senang dpt..pe yg die jmp stiap hari..pe yg die hadap stiap hari.
So..die perlu rase kehilangan bende2 tu bawu die dpt ase pentingny bende 2 wat diri die.

Mcm 2 gk manusia..
Bile org 2 de dpan mata..org 2 kite jmp stiap hari..kite tau die ade utk kite..
Kite jrg sgt hargai..
Smp 1 mase die pergi..
Time 2 bawu kite rase.nape kite xpnah hargai die.
nape kite xlayan die lg baik.Why & why??

Pe kate aku cube formula yg kat atas tu..
Die ckp perlu dijauhkan sedikit barulah segalanya dpt dilihat dgn nyata dan jelas.
erm...sumting cross my mind.

Argg!!sgt tensen ni.kecelaruan minda tlh blaku.huhu...

i'm home =)

Akhirnya smpai jgk aku kat SEGAMAT tercinta ni(bak kate una).
Sy da jmpa mama sy.hehe..sonok nye dpt balik uma.

Smpai kt stesen bas tdi Lan yg baek hati amik.
"Mashi jgn jeles ye.Mintk tlg je." hehe..
Singgah kfc jp belanja adik2 syg.
Pas2 g atm byar yuran.
UWaa..!!jpa da makin ckit.Camni ni??
Kene cari keje part time ni.UNA..jom keje KFC jom!hee..

Dapat blik uma rase ringan ckit otak ni.
Nak rilek2 kan minda.
ATTENTION..yus free dari h1n1 k!huhu..

Khamis ni nak balik kuantan lak.
Tiket da beli.hehe..
Xsabar nk g tgk baby..
Kak cdah bru pas dapat baby boy.sonoknye =)
Congrates wat ibu bawu ni.hehe..

Kuantan!!wait 4 me.hehe..

dunno

Ketawa tak bermakna bahagia...

Diam tak bermakna salah...

Yg penting saya sayang MAMA saya.

hehe...

Minggu ni nak blik rumah jgk!!!

kawan

How can i know dat they are my fren?
How can i believe them if they do this to me?
Why?
I keep asking myself..
What is my mistake to them?
Is dat wrong to believe ur fren?


Still cant forgive them.
'Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya'.
Yes..i know.dats rite.
But is dat giving u a right to bother in my private life??
Without telling me the truth u keep acting like i am ur fren.
IF u're a FRIEND why u need to do this to me??


Do u really hate me dat much?
Do u happy to make me cry like a crazy person?
Do u happy to make me blaming others for your action?


Me or him is your fren?
Who are the one who being with you all this time?
Me or him?
If me why do you need to help him rather than me??why?why?why?


Yes..im the one who make the mistake.
Im the one who really 'cruel'.
But why dont u just advice me face to face?
Why dont u talk to me & tell me dat i make a mistake?
Dont u think dat is a fren for??


Im too tired to ignore them.
Yet they are still my fren.
But why dont at least u come to me and say IM SORRY.
How can i forgive them if they're not admiting their own mistake.
I just want to know the truth.
Who and why???

And im sorry for not being a good friend for you guys.

mama

Mak sy slalu ckp...

"Lau kite ikhlas dgn org, org mesti ikhlas dgn kite."

Arini sy rindu sgt kat mak sy.
Sebelum msok UiTM mak pesan.
"Nak berjaya bukan senang. Macam-macam yg kita kena hadapi.
Yg penting nana msti igt mama xkan pnah putus asa dgn anak mama ni."
Igt je kata-kata mama sy tanamkn dlm diri..
walau mcm mane pn sy akan bahagiakn mak sy dgn berjaya.
Memang btol ckp mak sy bkn senang nk berjaya.
Dok kat UiTM ni jauh dr famili.
Bile susah..bile sedih takot nk call mak sy.
Sbb sy tau mak sy msti nangis bile anak die nangis.
"Sy sgt rindu mak sy"

gym

Posting ni agak lmbt ckit..
tp pape pn aku nk cite gak sal plan AKU, AYIEN, ATOY n APIZ..

Hari sabtu lpas kitorang plan nk g gym b'4.
nk sihatkn badan la kunun2 nye.hehe..
gym ni agak tknal gk r kt melaka sbb dri jaoh ag da ley nmpk patong 'body tough'.haha..

so pagi2 ag atoy da bising kejotkan aku n apiz bgon.
dgn thap kemalasan yg tggi aku pn bgonla jgk.
janji kul 7 tp kul 7.30 bawu aku ciap.
haha..sowi apiz.besela jnji Melayu =)

ps2 sampai umah atoy n ayin diorang da m'bebel disbbkn aku dtg 'AWAL' sgt.
baru je nk joging g kat gym tu tibe2 lak hujan.
finally ujan da benti,bjln kaki la kitorang g gym tu.

smpai je sane aku ase nk telan je si apiz tu idop2.
die ye ye je ckp gym bkk pagi2.
da penat2 aku bgon awal ley plak tutop kan.
sejam gak r menunggu kat depan gym 2 dgn harapan dia akan bukak.

puas menunggu tp xbukak2 jgk pewot pn stat r lapa.
pe ag kitorang sepakat r g brekfes dlu.
jalan kaki lg pgi kdai SUBAIDAH.kdai 'kegemaran atoy'.haha..
ayien blanje.hu2..mekacih2 =)
dah kenyang mkn pe ag xd maknanya nk g gym smula.
so plan g GYM pn jdi plan JALAN2 KAKI.hehe..

On d way nk blik umah ayin n atoy nmpk tmpt p'singgahan lak kt tepi melaka river cruise.hehe..
pe ag lepak r c2.amik angin..





wlaupon plan g gym xjdi tp sonok sgt.
dah lame xkua ngn BESHFREN2 aku ni.
hehe..touching lak =>



Dah puas telek 'adik' kitorang kat dalam sungai melaka 2 barulah kitorang bergerak pulang ke rumah ayien n atoy..
*adik=biawak* haha..
Lepak sane jap..aku pn balik.
Kali ni xjadi len kali kite wat plan baru yg lagi terancang ye.huhu2..
Aku menantikan jpa...t plan msti ag syok.haha...

saya mintak maaf semua..!!!

Blog ni ditulis khas buat kawan2 sayang...

Una, ain, ckin, paie, zati, qila, zaimah, farah n dak2 yg secara tdk lgsg tlibat ngan hal yg aku nk gtau ni.

Sebelom korang bace post ni smp abis aku nk mintak sesua2…

Pliz jgn bunuh aku..haha..

Korang..aku mintak maaf.

Sebenarnya kan aku main2 je r.

AKU TAK NAK KAHWIN UMO 20 LAR! YANG PENTING AKU BUKAN NAK KAWIN NGAN AMIN & BUKAN JGK NGAN SESAPE. AT LEAST BUKAN TAON NI AKU NAK KAHWIN.

Aku gurau je..saje nk kenakn korang semua bg korang t’kejot.HAHA..

Pas korang bace ayat kat atas ni mesti korang ngah nyumpah aku kan.huhu..

Saje je nk wat joke..akhirnya aku bjaya yakinkan korang yg aku btol2 nak kawin.huhu…

Korang jgn r marah aku ye..plizzzzz…heee =)

Aku nak ngaku dpan2 yg aku tipo korang tp takot lak plak sbb dah ramai sgt yg percaya.hu2..

Cowi……

Ok2..bia aku cite kat korang semua cmne joke ni bermula.huhu..

Pada suatu hari yang cerah aku sgt bosan dok umah sorang2 sbb dah benti keje.

So aku pn pk la pe yg aku nak wat.

Tibe2 ‘S’ bkn name sbnar cite sal kawin..aku pn terpikir 1 idea utk kenakan korang seme.huhu..

Saba2..teroskan bace dulu.Jgn ngamok ag.haha…

Pas2 una lah jadi SASARAN PERTAMA aku.hehe..una sabo ye =)

Aku pun wat la ayat2 sediy ckit bg cite aku meyakinkan.

Then aku gtau ayien,paie, atoy, ckin n zati.

Mule2 korang xnak caye..korang ckp selagi xjmpa aku korang xnak percaya.

Aku dah gelabah takot kantoi..huhu..tp lakonan ttap diteroskan.

Lg 1 rasie nak tau x.

Sebenarnya..AYIEN, ATOY & FATIN DAH TAU AKU TIPO KORANG.heee...

Troskan bace lg..jgn marah lg.kihkih..

Mengikot perancangan awal aku nak gtau korang yg aku men2 je wktu 2nd day aku tipo 2.

Tp korang lak percaya gile2..so aku da takot nk gtau.

Jumaat lpas PUAN ZAINAH CAKAP "JGN MENIPO NANTI XBERKAT NAK BLAJA"..

So..aku pn decide nak gtau korang melalui blog.hehehehehe..

JGN MARAH YE KAWAN-KAWAN..

BUAT DAK2 KELAS BACC 3A yg turut terkena aku mintak maaf.

Aku nak kenakan geng2 aku je.

Xsangka lak cite ni ley tersebar.hihi..JGN MARE YE.

p / s : for more detail information u can ask me.hee...

SORRY =)

MARRIAGE..??

PERKAHWINAN...

im just 20..not really 20 until dis 24 august.
so wat im keep asking myself is dat

am i READY for marriage??
how prepared am i if i want to get married today..??
but this is only about IF..

i ask my my fren...
"una.. saya da wat keputusan. ujung tahun ni saya and amin kawin. saya rase 2 yang terbaik. awak sokong saya ya."

and she said to me...
" awak GILA ke yus??

how shocked she was when i talked to her about getting married.
but i know the only reason dat make she's not believing me is dat
I AM NOT READY FOR ALL THIS...

its too early for me to think about marriage.
they're keep telling me dat im still too young.
too childish.
yet im still dont know how to cook.
dont know how to control my anger.




A WIFE...

so scary to get dat tittle.huhu..
too many responsibility.
need to give HIM everything.

need to wash his clothes.
cook for him.
give him your best smile when he came home.
accompanying him in wateva situation.
still need too respect wateva his decision.

huh!so many other things need to be considered b4 im willing to get married.

But in the end soon or not i'll become a wife for a lucky guy.
He's so lucky to have me.huhu..

SO...I'LL BE PREPARED TO BECOME A GOOD WIFE!!!